What the hell.
10:05 AM

I felt like the whole universe collapsed right in front of me awhile ago. I want to rant in English instead of throwing up dirty words from my diarrhea-prone mouth.

I never knew it could/would happen. I never saw it coming. I can't help but hide my tears so other people won't feel so depressed. I guess that's the least thing I could do to comfort them and make them feel that sooner or later everything will be fine.

It hit me so bad. So bad that I want to curse every single person I see.

We had a dream. We had this very big dream that someday we'll both have the grandest wedding ever. She'll be my "maid of honor" and I'll be the bride FIRST.

But we need to cut the dream scene short.

This is so depressing.

I can't sleep.


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