I'll be upfront.


I am a third year college student from Miriam College taking up AB Communication Arts. I am more interested (and inclined, I believe) in Arts and Literature rather than in Math and Sciences. I love to write about my random thoughts - which I found sensible sometimes. ü

I believe that life is beautiful and we should appreciate it.

I don't dig labels and I'm not fond of analyzing complicated stuff like what is the physics behind an ant's fall from a 200 feet building.

I am very random as random comes :)

LA VITA E BELLA! ü

my live wire:
My family, JR, my girlies, my best buddy, my camera, my iPod, my makeups, the city lights, Mars chocolate, Dairy Queen's Choco Chip Blizzard. potato chips, marshmallows, Krispy Kreme, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups, Brandon Boyd, Rafael Nadal, Chris Brown, Justin Timberlake, and David Beckham

my other rooms:
Public Friendster account ♥
Deviant ♥
Multiply ♥

Old Stories:
Dream wedding :D
Smile for me :)
WHEN SHIT HAPPENS. DRIVE ON. :)
inside this and that
HEAVEN KNOWS I TRIED
Hiatus - NOT

Back Readings:
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008

I say...
Sometimes we need to forget the people from our past. Cause there must have been a good reason why they didn’t make it to our future. Love hurts when God knows you deserve someone better.

Seasons are changing, And waves are crashing, And stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter, I can show you I'll be the one
- Your Guardian Angel, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors I don't wanna ever love another You'll always be my thunder
-thunder, boys like girls

War on her face Stars on her pillow
- Army Reserve by Pearl Jam

It started out as a feeling, which then grew into a hope. Which then turned into a quiet word. And then that word grew louder and louder 'till it was a battle cry. I'll come back when you call me. No need to say goodbye.
- The Call, Regina Spektor

Its like I waited my whole life For this one night Its gon be me you and the dance floor Cuz we only got one night Double your pleasure Double you fun And dance forever ever ever
- Forever, Chris Brown

Don't tell me your sorry cos you're not. You put on quite a show, really had me goin. That was quite a show, very entertaining. But it's over now go on and take a bow. But you put on quite a show, really had me goin. But now it's time to go curtains finally closin'. That was quite a show, VERY ENTERTAINING. And the award for the BEST LIAR goes to YOU for making believe that you could be faithful to me LET'S HEAR YOUR SPEECH. How about a round of applause? a standing OVATION.
- Take A Bow, Rihanna

I'm dying to go to:
Paris, France ♥
Ibiza, Spain ♥
Turks and Caicos ♥
Coast of the Famous ♥
Puerto Galera ♥
Milan, Italy ♥
Greece ♥
I just want to vent my pain.
11:03 PM

I feel so sad right now and I feel the need to cry but I’m not going to cry. NOT NOW. It’s so hard when you’re piled up with different emotions. I don’t know whether to be mad, to just be understanding, angry, or whatever for someone right now. I just think that one person is being so unfair. IF ONLY I can just forget about everything – I WOULD. What the hell is three years anyway? What the hell were the memories anyway? What the hell were the trials? What the hell is everything when you feel that someone (very unwelcome) came in to the scene and blab about an advice of a break-up when he or she HAS NO IDEA at all what REALLY happened? I feel so screwed up and thrown away from the scene. HELLO?! This is my relationship, THIS IS OUR RELATIONSHIP. Who the hell you think should fix this mess? OTHERS? PATHETIC, REALLY.

I’m not going to comment something bad about you. We’ve been through everything. Walk-outs, shouting, howling, stupid fight, big fight, shallow ones – yes, we’ve been there and I’m quite confused how the hell you came up with this? YES it has been days since you “RESOLVED” this mess but I’m still CONFUSED. I don’t want to question your fidelity now since I haven’t heard of your side and something inside me tells me I shouldn’t question your faithfulness towards me because you’ll never have the mind to do it (AT LEAST). But do you know how it stinks that after too many BIG FIGHTS; you will just end up with a crappy decision like that? Come on. Don’t think I’m not going to be mad at you. I’m being positive about your decision but that’s total bullsh*t. If you think I’m going to change from being a bratty girl to an angel after this, YOU ARE TOTALLY MISSING THE WHOLE POINT. I will not change. As a matter of fact, between the two of us, you’re the one who CHANGED A LOT. I’ve been the bratty GF EVER SINCE THE WORLD BEGAN. YOU’RE FORGIVING, QUIET, SWEET, ETC ETC GOODNESS (PAST TENSE).

This distance thing is stressing me out. But who am I going to blame? Of course, no one. Hello?

IT’S PAINFUL AND I WANT TO CLOSE MY EARS. I DON’T WANT TO HEAR YOUR STUPID “I’M NOT HAPPY ANYMORE” OR “I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE”. STUPID STUPID STUPID.



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