Anyway, we’ll be having a production for our Music Video tomorrow. We chose the song, “It’s Good to be in Love” by Frou Frou. It’s a Laguna Beach soundtrack. We really find it super hard to “hunt” for a guy who can act and would prolli accept the effin role. I’m very happy that we already have an actor already. YEHEY!

First, I got my SUPERSTARIPOD busted. The good news is JR bought me a new one. PINKIEPOD!

Second, my internet killed itself weeks ago so I have to harras the PLDT people hahaha… The good news/bad news is it’s not the PLDT’s fault, it’s MY FAULT. haha!

Third, My Mom is currently at Makati Med. The good news is she doesn’t need an operation FOR NOW. It’s just an effin ulcer duer to her addiction to whatever is bad for her health. (opcors except DRUGS)

Fourth, we’ll be having a baby this MARCH. Yehey! I’m super excited to be a tita already

Fifth, we’re on our 35th month and I’m just waiting for 18 months more for JR to go back here

Sixth, I’m currently on my PPPIIIGGESSST weight EVER!

Seventh, after TEN MILLION years, I bought a cheap pair of shoes already. haha!

Eight, JR is getting so corny again. Hahaha! I super love it.

Ninth, I’m planning to hit the diet zone AGAIN. haha! (whatev.)

Tenth, I want a new phone. But I’m still confused whether to buy a new phone or just save money for something more important. Huhuhuhu…

Richard Gutierrez is hott.

Wall E is LOVE.

Batman’s voice is effin disgusting.

Angelina Jolie is LOVE at WANTED.

WANTED is as HOTT as RICHARD.

Shutter is COOL.

JR is way HOTTER.

JR is the HOTTEST.

JR is deadly HOT.

JR is sick because he’s HOT. haha!!!

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EX.

Hard facts:

What's his/her name? effin loser
How old is she/he? 23(?)
When's his/her birthday? February something
How long were you two together? less than 10 months
Where was your first kiss? I don’t even care to remember :P hahaha…
What did you or still do like about him/her? was that a question or a joke? Hahaha! Blah!
Is there anything you didn't like about him/her? everything
If you were to give him/her an award for something what would it be? “… and the award for the ‘BEST LIAR’ goes to YOU, for making me believe that you could be faithful to me.”
How tall is she/he? he’s pretty short. Pero ayos lang
About how much does she/he weigh? normal weight, I guess.
What color is his/her hair? black
How long is his/her hair? it’s a lot shorter than before (when we’re still fooling each other. I mean when HIM, alone.)
What color are his/her eyes? dark brown
Does he/she have any tattoos or piercings? I guess none
What's the sweetest thing he's/she's ever done for you? he gave me the best pain in the ass. S-W-E-E-T.
Did you think your relationship would last forever? at that time yeah.
Had you talked about marriage/kids? I forgot, he’s not a husband-father material though.
Would/Did you live with him/her? no
Have you met his/her family? yes, once
What is his/her family like? they were ok.
Has he/she met your family? no
Does your family like him/her? no, they don’t like him.
What 5 words best describe him/her? Weak. Liar. dominant. Loser. Chickboy (potaa. Haha!)
What are atleast 3 of his/her favorite things? music, beer, and cigs.

Complete Each Statement:

I loved it when he/she: *my mind can’t think of something nice* haha!
When we were apart I: am happier.
I couldn't stand the thought of: him being a nice guy. Ugh.
I was really hoping that: blah blah blah
I'd never: believe him AGAIN.
With him/her I was always: not myself.
The greatest gift I've ever given him/her was: my trust that he broke.
The greatest gift he's/she's ever given me was: a break up. :)
I'll never be able to forget the time: he made a fool out of me IN FRONT of many people.
I just want him/her to know: that I think he is such an effin liar.

MY BEST. :)

Name: Ricardo
Age: 19
Bday: 05 08 89
Zodiac sign: taurus
Height: 5’9 (?)
Weight: he IS SEXY. ENOUGH. Haha!
Eye Color: dark brown
Impression about him: mayabang, feeling close, and pa cute (those are my weaknesses… I GUESS. Haha!)
Is he an emotional person? sometimes
Is he open with you? Yes he is :D
Has he ever lied to you? He’s not good in lying. Pero he never lied to me naman about matters na grabe :)
What about? The last lie… I forgot na.
Did you forgive him? Yes, he has a reason :)
When do you see each other?: haven’t seen him for 10 months now… he’s not in the country :(
Have you ever hurt him emotionally? Yes
Do you try to make him do things he doesn't want to? Before but we fixed that problem already :) I’m a lot better now.
Does he do it? Yes and I’m overwhelmed :)
His smile? Is the widesttttttt and the cutest :)
Has he ever bought you anything?: a lot. :)
Sent you a card?: yeah, two months ago with a bear and a bouquet of rose. Awww…
Gave you flowers? Yes he always do :)
What's the most romantic thing he's ever done? Marami na :)
Has he made lifetime promises to you? yes
Do you have all the pictures he's ever given you? YES. His baby pictures :)
What do you think about his ex-girlfriends? I’m his first girlfriend :)
Do you CARE about them? .
How do you feel about girls hitting on him? Actually, wala akong kilala kasi wala naman ata. Hahaha!
Has a girl hit on him infront of you? Nope :) Girls like that turns him off.
What did you do about it? .
Do you compare him to your ex-boyfriends? Yes. Cossss he is A LOT BETTER. I can’t help but compare. Hahaha! *mean*
Has he ever drawn you anything?: awwww… he loves to doodle on my notebooks. I love it to death! :)
Do you two fight a lot? Before :)
Who usually says sorry first? Siya :)
Who's fault is the fight usually? Mine. Hahahaha!
Do you keep his letters? Oh yes. I have a really huge box full of flowers he gave me, the letters, everything :)
Even the envelopes? yes
Have you ever put lipstick on and kissed the letter?: nope
Has he: nope
Has he changed since the beginning of your relationship with him? Yes but for the better :)
What's his worst habit? Staring blankly at the space with his mouth wide-open. Goodness.
Have you tried to stop it? Yes.

IS HE?
Romantic? YES
Sweet?YES
Funny?YES
Smart? Yes.
Dumb? No.
Goofy? Oh yess.
Nerdy? no
Popular? no
Normal? Yes I think sooo. Haha!
Weird? Sometimes.

DESCRIBE HIM IN TEN WORDS

Ten: honest
Nine: responsible
Eight: loving
Seven: respectful
Six: dorky
Five: smart
Four: kind-hearted
Three: SEXY. Woooottt.
Two: gwapo. ahem
One: pogi. *pwe pwe pwe*

HIS FAVORITE

Thing about you: makulit. Haha!
Movie: he is in love with a LOT of movies :)
Tv Show: a lot too :P
Season: I think he hates winter. :P
Type of Weather: hindi umuulan pero malamig na maaliwalas (translate that. Haha!)
Book: ang sabi ng pig. Hahaha!
shirt: yung favorite ko na shirt niya though sira na :)
Band: a lot
Instrument: sus. wala
Friend: he got lots. Haha! His Claret friends, Lasalle friends, College friends, friends at work, and his cousins.
Food: kare-kare, pasta, and sweets.
Side of the bed: sa lapag. Joke :P sa gitna. Hahahahaha! Abusado.
Shoes to wear: he’s into casual shoes.
Hair style: my favorite :D out-of –the-bathroom hair (even if he barely takes a bath. Hahahaha!)
Hair color: dark brown
Hobby: playing, watching TV, eating, asthma attacks. Hahaha!
Thing to say: “MAMY!!”
Collection: his action figures/robots (or what the eff is that.) he got lots of them.
Color: relative eh.
Animal name: wala

FILL IN THE BLANKS

He makes me feel ___: happy
His smile ___: is what I miss a LOT.
When he looks at me I ___: LAUGH HARD. Hahaha!
When he gets upset with me I ___: hug him
When we are apart I feel ___: still ok :)
When he cries I ___: want to burst into laughter. He cries like a baby. REALLY. Pero naiiyak din ako :)
I wish he would ____: graduate in time
I wish he and I could ___: be together again.
Me and him are ___: happy.
I think one day, we will ____: get married, have hotness babies, and have our own super-sushal house (haha!)

ON THE RELATIONSHIP

Do you love him? YES.
If so, are you postive? Eh?
Do you have a song? wala
How long can you see yourself with him? For the rest of his life.
Have you made him jealous on purpose? Oo. Bwahahahahhahaa!
Have you ever hated him, even for a moment? noper
Did you ever have butterflies in your stomach around him? Always and forever :) those butterflies are turning 3 yrs. Old in months time :D
Said something mean about him? before
When did you start dating? November 2005
Do you remember the time? I forgot. Noon yon eh.
Who asked who? Him. Hahaha!
Do you trust him? yesss
Care about him?: yess.
Worry over him? Yes.
Have anything that belongs to him? A lot..haha!
Does he have anything of yours? Yes :)
Do you think he would take a bullet for you? There’ll be always an option. No one should take a bullet for anyone.
Would you take one for him? There’ll be always an option. No one should take a bullet for anyone.
If you could take away all his pain, would you? Yess.
If a girl tried to steal him from you,would you kick her ass? Nope. That’s so cheap. I trust him enough. I’m confident, matuturn off lang siya don. Hahaha!
Do you want to be with him for a *long* time? How long? For the rest of his’
Do you ever want to marry him? Oh yes.
Have children with him? Hotness babies. Rawwr.

AND FINALLY
Can you tell him how much he means to you?:
Yes. He’s the cheese to my macaroni. Hahaha!

♥Mochasuperhotfudge♥

[This is for my REFERENCE GROUP]

I just want to thank you girls (since wala akong load, JOKE.) for making me happy every time we’re together. I feel so overwhelmed and blessed to have you all. Thanks for making me smile every time I feel so sad. Thanks for being there for me when I hit rock-bottom. I know sometimes, nakakalimutan ko kayo or di ko kayo nasasamahan sa mga lakad natin, but I’m really trying my best na makabawi sa inyo.

Gotness: my ever-friend in law. Alam mo naman ang mga kawawaang napagdaanan natin ng 7 years na. I’m just so happy na kahit baligtad utak ko minsan and moody ka palagi (joke) nandiyan ka parin for me. Alam mo namang may connection tayo. Pag may naiisip akong panlalait, YOU SPEAK MY MIND (haha!). Alam mo namang sa ating lahat, tayo lang nagkakasundo sa crushables and sa diet drama. I thought I lost you before and I’m happy we’re back sa “bangag” days natin again. You have no idea how I missed you so bad nung mga nakaraang sem parang nawalan ako ng karamay sa mga kawawaan ko at katamaran kong intelligence parin ang result (haha!). Anyway, I’m just so happy na nagiging matured na tao na tayo kahit papano. Akalain mong nagsimula tayo sa pandedemonyo mo sakin na maging boyfriend si Tristan hanggang sa mga one-time-big-time kong BOYLETS tapos ngayon nag me-makeup na tayo (connect? Haha!) Thanks for making me smile sa mga pamapalubag loob mong comments at paghahunting ng mga lalakeng kamuka ni Ricardo para sakin (ooppss. Wala pa namang super sakto. Relaks ka lang Ricardo. Haha!) Kahit masama ang first meeting niyo ni Ricardo, part ka parin ng love life namin (hahaha! Potek) so, HANDA NA KO MAGING THIRD WHEEL NG LOVE LIFE MO. COME ON! :p

Regina: sa lahat ng tao ikaw ang di ko akalaing magiging close ko pero wala akong choice (haha! JOKE.) I want to thank you for EVERYTHING. Feeling ko ang dami mo na na nagawa not only for me pero para sa reference group pa. Ikaw mommy namin eh (haha!). Thank you sa pakikinig mo sakin dati nung feeling ko sinakluban ako ng building ni Papa Jesus, sobrang gumaan loob ko because of you. You are one of the people who constantly inspire me to be strong and to always smile kahit maraming problema. For such a short span of time, naramdaman ko na mahal mo ko and ang reference group. Siguro you have no idea how I admire you so much for everything you are, but I really do. Thanks for being there for me when I needed someone to listen to me and kahit nabasa kita ng kawawaan kong teardrops sobrang gumaan loob ko non and I will forever be thankful sayo. Kahit madalas kita inaaway, I love you Princess Regi :D

Lean and Nyc: Sobrang miss ko na kayo. I know medyo iba iba na yung spaces natin ngayon, pero nandito parin lang ako lagi. Sana kahit isang beses lang ulit, mabuo tayo ulit. Lean, thanks for always trying to keep in touch, naappreciate ko yun. Nyc, thanks for the short time na naging close tayo, namimiss na kita. Nisa, namimiss ko na mga kwento mo na tuloy-tuloy at walang tigil. I know you are so happy right now Nisa, and masaya rin ako(kami) for you. :)

Chuchay, Cheka, Jaycel, Nicole: everyday mas nagiging close tayong apat, pansin niyo? PANSININ NIYO. Thanks for being there for me rin kahit minsan N.R. kayo sa mga bagay-bagay (ahem. Nicole). Natutuwa naman ako na nagiging kasundo ko kayo habang tumatagal pati yung mga pinaguusapan natin nagkakatugma nadin. I’m always here for you girls :) kahit feeling-feelingan na busy busyhan ako sa YM, HINDI TOTOO YUN. Buzz lang ng buzz. Chuchay, thanks for the camwhore, apartment, and lamunan moments (haha!), Cheka thanks for printing our homeworks (potek. Haha!)

Renee: aaawww... binibilang ko to nung isang araw and nagtataka ako kung bakit 9 lang, tinignan ko pictures ng reference group nung bday ko and 9 lang. hahaha! sorry :P I love you Renee. We missed you so much :) Hope you're having fun there (or kahit hindi man, hope you're safe)

Namimiss ko kayo ngayon. 1:51 am na sa PC ko. Matuwa naman kayo inuna ko pa kayo sa journalism homework ko. Hahaha!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS :)

*** oo, wag niyo na i-correct grammars at typos ko :P mga leche :P

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I’m very sure you’ll get to read this one of these days since you are so addicted to know if you’re still giving me pain in the arse.

Call me bitter or whatever but I’m effin cursing you to death.

You are one big LIAR.

Yes it has been… what? FOUR YEARS since we broke up? (I’m very glad we did and I’m very HAPPY NOW) Well I thought you already threw all your lies in front of me but I was VERY disappointed (not shocked) to know that you exactly have 1000+ more lies TO SPIT OUT.

Hey I actually deserve more than empty words and stupid promises.

You are the worst ogre I’ve ever met. Come on. Do you even have a tiny asset down there? Or just big lies? :P Oh yes I’m very stupid.

Bukod sa mga kalokohang nakalagay sa friendster mong baduy, ano pang totoo sayo? Wala na. Kasi bawat sinabi mo sakin puro kalokohan. Muka mo nalang yung hindi fake (kahit mukang fake).

I can’t even imagine where the hell-o I got the fighting spirit (haha!) to stay with you for almost a year. First you’re a liar, second you’re a cheat, third you don’t even have a single initiative, fourth you used me, fifth you took advantage of my weaknesses, and sixth you have the worst attitude problem.

Come on. Give me a favor. Write down ALL your lies so I won’t be disappointed (not shocked) when someone pops AGAIN from my back and throw me the new HEADLINE about your million lies.

GROW UP MAMA’S BOY.

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